im back,its just after 3 in the yawning and the sleep fairy has fallen out with me for some reason.ive been lying in bed for about 3 and a half hours looking at the darkness and filling my mind with all sorts of crap,did i buy enough xmas prezzys? is everybody gonna like them? do i think that some where theres a chick desperate enough to just shag me and nothing else,no crap no ties just bang and go(i dont even know if i want that!).Its funny how your mind works and always a fascination for me,it can be empty and relaxed and all of a sudden theres this thought just pops in there from no feckin where, and gets you thinking about it.The mind is a devious wee shit sometimes.Im away to work in about 3 hours and i dont suppose i'll get much rest now,im happy with what ive written here,but sure as damn when im about to drop off that thought will kick in and whisper so softly in my ear, "do you think that crap you just wrote was deserving of a post?",BASTARD!!

marty